I dont know wats goig on round me this few days or kinda weeks.. bad bad times i guess... I cant seems to stay happy ...at one time am happy .. at one time am .. well .. feel like exploding .. have not feel this way since sec times. -.-"... PMS??
anyway .. after some incident on sat .. and some talking wif my belove .. i feel very relive now (thanks love).. not sure wat my belove tell me isiz true .. onli when somthing happen than i willing to talk ? ha .. anyway .. i wanna stay happy .. i wanna forget everything ... i wanna heck care everyone who dont give a damn bout me .. i wanna stop all this ...can i return back to my good old days and face in Dover ITE?? where everyday is smile on my face ?where are thoese days ? now is most of the times when the smile happens is cause my belove is rd me, or my blood bro are rd me ...
i going to make a promise to my self now ( althought im not sure if i can do it ..) yes that is "SMILE" and stay happy no matter wat .. i wanna keep myself happy for myself and my belove... happniness keep me young .. the angry face tat i having for the past few weeks kinda make me look old now .. according to 1 kind friend who tell me -.-"
at the monent i dont kw .. i kinda feel very high .. well sort of happy ... i dont kw why .. maybe the song tat is repeating playing on my cpu now ? feel like dancing -.-"
micheal jackson - bille jeans
hmmmmm........
kinda of maybe thinking wat i going thru now is nothing compare to wat he gone thru ..
in somecase its kinda same for me and MJ ... well he did great things when he was still famous for people in the world but when someone step on him .. the whole world step him back hard forgetting wat he have done...
wat happen to me is kinda same but onli for a small scale as not in the whole -.-"
ps yes i say he is a great person and i will always think so...so mature people if you happen to filp to this blog and see it and somewhat feel offended pls save your own eyes and click on the big [x] sign on the top right hand corner and get over it -.-"
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