Friday, November 17, 2006
I THOUGHT ......
1- This week will be a really great week
2- Am ready for anything
3- Am confident for anything
(I THOUGHT ......
1- This week will be damn boring
2- Am not ready for anything ( not ready for test)
3- Am inconfident for anything (not confident for my upcoming 3 test ))
BUT EVERYTHING HAVE TO FALL RIGHT INFORNT OF MY DAMN FACE !!
(BUT EVERYTHING HAVE COME WHEN I LEAST EXPECTED IT TO !!)
Monday was such a happy period for me ... i passed my MAD test wif just half a night of study ... ya i mean really pass like 76/100 ? .... was so happy man ...
Tuedays morning wow another great great day ... i passed my FTT on the afternoon after failing for like 7 times?
and everything have to come falling right in front of me on tueday night ... i fall ill/sick.At first it was diarr .. than it came the vomit .. than came the flu .. than came the coldness .. than came the Mrs degree fever ... than everything came together .. for one whole night ... it was like a reuiouon gathering cum party for them.
(I was so happy man so i called all my friends together for a huge party!!
MR.diarr came first.. than came MR.vomit .. than came Mrs.flu .. than came Mrs.coldness .. than came Mrs. 37.6 degree fever ... when all have reach the party began .. for one whole night ... it was like a reuiouon gathering cum party for us.)
cant slp as every hr 1 a race to the toliet began i just have to compete in the race (ya rite)....
( we were betting on horse....mr diarr and me were the horse tat night and we are trying to compete who will win the race .. but its a tie of 10/10)
i practically stay at home for the whole of wed .. cant study even there is a test on thurs ...
(After a night of party we were all so tried that we needed rest)
feel bit better on the weds night an decide to rush on the test
(suddenly i jump up in the middle of the night and the rest "oh shit i have a test tomor .. cant party tonight guys" see u all tomor")
i tell u .. i SHOULD NOT have went in for the test ... cause i fail terribly .. i was in semi awake mode man ... half doing the test half trying to fight away the pain in the gastric + the urge to have another race .. after dont kw how long into the fight .. i gave up .. half done in the test but was compelety lost to the gastric + the urge to have another race.....
( i went in for the test .. but my mood is still high from the party .. so i decide to go for another round of party wif mr diarr and a mr gastric i was in such a high mood)
came home eat and slept ... dinner was prepare .. but i tell u i try to wake up .. but everytime i woke a terrible headache came and visit me ....
(Guess i have too much beer and drink from the party just now so i called Mr.headache to come in to have a look at me )
i dont feel like waking ...
(Mr. headache say" yo man long time no see how bout a full night of chess?" guess he have another quarrel wif his wife Mrs. giddy and ran away from home and now in nid of company from me)
Now the time is fri 4:30 am ... awake wif a empty stomach .. infront of my cpu..... wif a bowl of noddle in front of me .. and mr headache is still in ... but i guess he is now slping .... as i still feel the pain .. but not so painful ....
(After a full night of chess wif Mr.headache finally he fall alsleep.. Now here am i writing on my blog about the fun fill week i have this week wif a bowl of noddles infront of me )
dont kw wats more is install for me .....
guess i just used fin all my luck in just pain 1 1/2 day
TERRIBLE WEEK MAN ...just plain terrible ....
( i cant continue to party anymore too tried now but who kws.. good news speard fast and more friends might come to visit ...FULL WEEK MAN .. JUST PAIN FUN)
ps: words in red are for fun to read ... a story line i came out for myself about this week ... a positive way of thinking u might say read it and have a laugh at it ^^ i cant laugh now so i hope YOU out there will laugh for me
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Mood: .........................
Song: ...........................
YoB A tSuJ
Monday, November 06, 2006
Wa ... so long .. a mth no update .. hmmmm .. too many things pass ... too many boring things .. too many thinking ... ZZzzz ..
In rd 2-3 mths time i be finally grad from poly ... 1/2 of me is overwhemling wif joy .. the other 1/2 overwhemling wif sadness and restless ..yes im happy to be able to rest for a while and find other things to do --> i have not being resting for more than 7 yrs ... it have been from ITE-->NS(2 week in between) --> poly ( 1 week in between).finally i can change from studying to earing $$ ? .. another 1/2 of me is well .. almost 3 yrs in poly .. met many new things .. done many new things .. met my dearest... till now ..i can see wat have acheive.. alot of hate was create .. alot of misunderstood ... make many mistake .. make many wrong turns.. thinking back now i still think this sem was the easiest sem i have been ... in sense of study + relationship...
For the pass 2 yrs .. i kw i have not been handing either of them very well .Now i actul really hope some things can turn out the other way rd ,having wishes and some feeling..
1- Really hope the three of them well(mingsheng,amanda,elson) we were once so close.
2- Really wish that i was not so high profile in class
3- Actul there is someone i feel quite sad for(not saying who)
4- If only i kw there was other ppl to make friends(not mine or 24 class) wif not till this sem(eh like jackson,zhiyong,daneil,ken and some others)
5- had washed and clear my eyes
6- wishing me well for the rest of the sem
7- wishing thoese from my class (Dict 23)well for the rest of the sem
Friend or Foe they are still human and no matter what they are still ppl you kw
If you cant make Friends wif a person you dont need to make another Foe
Cry for both your Friends and Foe for they are still human
It take two hand to clap no one can clap wif one hands no one can make a foe by him/herself
There is so many "WHAT IF" in a life of a human .
"WHAT IF i did this/that back than?"
"WHAT IF i say this/that back than?"
"WHAT IF i choose this/that back than?"
"WHAT IF i know this/that back than?"
how will things happen ?
make me think back an old movie "Back to the fuuture I-->III"
I never believe things were predestinyed onli fate and choice.
Things goes in a logical cycle
Its like you choose this. this and this will happen and this and this will not happen
Its like an exam MCQ que for everyday life or a suvey question paper only that every Question on the day paper is mark on the spot
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Dipolma in Jimmy's theory Module:JT0000
Year: 2006
Month:11
Day:6
time XX:XX
Section A
1-if someone u detest sit in front of you and start doing things u feel disgusted.
you will?
A- Go up to the person and beat the hell out of the person
B- Totally ingore the person
C- Gang up with your friends and make a plan to hurt the person
D- Open the window and jump out from there
Ans:( )
if your ans is A or C go to question 2
if your ans is B go to question 3
if your ans is D you may submit your paper
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Got it ?
You are making a choice very day,Hour,mintute,second
Even if deciding to breath for the next second is a choice
Life is not like a RPG game where you can "SAVE" and if you dont like what happen you turn off and "LOAD" back to the pervious "SAVE"--> how convinent if this can happen.. but...i relise it so .. so wrong ..
---------------------------------------> from here
why is it ?
Imagine if the world have only 2 person in yr 0000 day 0
person 1 make a choice he/her dont like and reload back to his pervious save. Make another choice . but this choice affected person 2 and person 2 reload his/her his pervious save ..affected person 1 again and person one does the loading again
This goes on for xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx~ time. It may be even be the yr 1000 if they have accepted their first choice .
Putting it back to the world today with more than 2 people.. do you think i have the chance to write this tons of rubbish and you sitting there reading these tons of rubbish?
--------------------> till here.it might seems rubbish for many haha :P
Anyway this is my long post for the day/month
cheers
Jimmy
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Current mood--> emotional
Current Song--> Chasing Cars (snow partol)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
YoB A tSuJ
